WE ARE MADE OF OUR PAST
Do you think you've changed through time? What have you gained from all experiences? Although some people say they are still the same, no honey, we do change, I believe for the better. I learned to let some things be and though I sometimes find myself worrying about things I promised myself I wouldn't fall for again, at least now I realize time comes to let them go and think I am OK with certain situations. Of course I don't forget any of them. But I know how to continue with everything and put those distractions apart. WILL THIS MATTER A YEAR FROM NOW?
A year ago I was going bonkers due several drama episodes in my life. It took me time, several trips around the globe (traveling does heal wounds), friends, and some life changes, which have been crucial to be honest- to be finally OK. And I am saying this, after 1 year.
Had my brother in hospital
for months after a serious accident. Worst feeling ever. Visited him everyday, stayed nights at weekends and promised him a trip to Greece. Guess who is fully recovered
, strong handsome (like sister like brother) and going to Athens
with moi in a few months :)
for my solo trip to one of my favorite cities
, disconnected from everything, met super interesting people, came back with a great feeling
of freedom and "moved on-already" (-which honestly found out I hadn't).Spent the summer traveling
with friends, visiting friends, on my own too.. Met interesting people who I then met again.. :)
Spent Christmas in NYC to avoid a Blue Christmas and instead had lots of fun with my best friend.
Life puts us in all sorts of situations. Although I complain 70% of the time I talk, I am aware of how lucky I am and how hard I worked to get what I wanted. Feet on the ground, I am not taking anything for granted here. But these days are constant reminders of my past (why all men I dated happen to be Aries? ¬¬ Facebook birthday reminders are reminders of my excessories
), and it all made me think of how low I was feeling a year ago and how fabulous everything is now.
So for those of you who are struggling, going through some drama, we all have been there, and although at that moment all you think is "there's no way i can cope with this" believe me there is. I am not giving any tips since all I found out is that time puts everything behind and of course you get some low days every now and then, I mean, someone who hurt me real bad just appeared on last night's dream and believe me noooot goood at all. But unlike other days, today I got up and thought "ssheezz really? must be Aries season. Moooving on!" I hope 2017 is the "No more drama, Adrianna" year.