After a long and hectic week full of uncertainty and disappointment with politics, work, stuff.. weird situation with some friends... of course insomnia came back to me and I woke up several times in the middle of nightmares. What started as a challenge in politics is turning into repression and looks it's getting heavier, while the European Union is just closing its eyes. The Spanish government acting once more as if we were under a full dictatorship, this time went too far up to the point they suspended the self-government of Catalonia, arrested officials, threatened many people and listed public institutions as suspicious, blocking financial accounts and therefore leaving thousands without pay day. My worries started to come in line and I am overwhelmed with sadness and worry to the extent I even considered leaving my apartment and look for a job in a private corporation.. but NO! I love my job, my city, my apartment... I worked my a* off to make my way up here and have the life I want. In short, the government destroyed in just a couple of days all the rights that people have worked for during centuries. Bravo, Spain.
While this is the heaviest of my worries, I had some weird situations with some friend too. That was also a push over the edge. When it's the second time you are disappointed in someone you thought you could trust for anything and relied on. Stubborn and independent person that I am, all I did was rage out at home and prepare revenge internally accepting no help. Little did I know a simple coffee and long talk with an old friend was just what I needed to disconnect from it all....